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I realize now that I have an abusive relationship with this place.
I'm addicted to it and I have no such other connection in my life; I keep coming back despite feeling frustrated and angry a lot more than not. You're an absolutely toxic part of my life that I justify continued relations with by thinking the small moments of genuine joy and laughter are worth it. That's the worst part; we still have such a deep connection even if you've become this miserable, irritated pretentious shit 95% of the time that I've come to deeply hate. I don't even know what you're saying anymore half the time. It hurts.
You've changed, /c/. This is goodbye.
I'm addicted to it and I have no such other connection in my life; I keep coming back despite feeling frustrated and angry a lot more than not. You're an absolutely toxic part of my life that I justify continued relations with by thinking the small moments of genuine joy and laughter are worth it. That's the worst part; we still have such a deep connection even if you've become this miserable, irritated pretentious shit 95% of the time that I've come to deeply hate. I don't even know what you're saying anymore half the time. It hurts.
You've changed, /c/. This is goodbye.
