Goddammit /C/.
I was fine. All through highschool, where embracing it would have made me a social outcast, I was fine. I never watched anime. Shit made weebs so I didnt touch it. So I've got a friend, dude is chill and he eventually got me into the basics, awestruck I'd missed out on such an amazing art form for so long. Loving this shit, it's brilliant really. Week ago, start watching Re:Zero after work. Usual shock and horror at the brutality Subaru keeps having to endure but last night, last fukkin night I watched ep. 18. Fuck. Guys I'm no kissless virgin, I'm engaged and happy but fuck, my heart aches for this girl, this perfect perfect girl.
Tl;dr It's not just you, Rem ensnares all.