>>3621208You are in such a misunderstatement on Lain's presence. She makes contact through meditation and thought, begging is the weakest behavior and nature doesn't treat anyone with respect.
Everyone can contact Lain, but believing she is there to serve you is not going to connect your hearts, no God would ever turn their heads on hollow pleas.
Your suffering doesn't make the world better, but I believe it builds character, makes you a stronger person, and when challenge approach you become wiser and stable. Learn from it and start searching answers, may be Lain wasn't the spirit you needed in the first place.
Sacrifice is an universal language.