>>3689336The part that fucks me up the most is that she NEVER used such aspect of her relationship with Tsubaki to control or harm him. Even when she was angry or sad or disappointed, she always made sure to keep him from withering away with a dose.
The final chapter where she safekeeps Tsubaki's biggest trauma before promising him to be with him until the day he felt like seeing his mother's face again always fucks me up beyond belief.
She is so eccentric and yet so dutiful, so calm but passionate, steady at times while violently fast at others. Her stoic and reserved visage can break with passion so suddenly when you manage to touch her heart and her love breaches and floods her face with the lovely smile of a maiden in love.
Makes you know that your heart, blood and very soul are hers and you wouldn't want it otherwise.
One can only wonder what her love must taste like.
I strongly reccomend that you read a manga titled "Nana to Kaoru". It portrays a beautiful relationship filled with trust and growth under the BDSM themes.
I found it very touching at times.
