>>4073875I want Misato to severely abuse me.
I'm not talking a few slaps, scratches and hair pulling.
I mean actual, real, legitimate violence with knees to the face, broken rips and sprained ligaments. Blood included.
I want her to beat me until I'm blue in the face and punch me so hard I rip my spleen.
Then spit on me and kneel on my neck, finally, she would give me a soft, almost loving hug as I die in her arms.
Is there any hope for me?