>>4382442>>4382451>listening Asuka saying the EXACT thing i thought that day (i won't cry, i don't need anyone...) is intense for me.For me it was "I hate my dad, I hate my mom but mostly, most of all I hate myself" or "I hate it. I hate it all. I hate everyone. But what I hate the most is myself.".
>To add, when I talk about friends I only talk about 2 people lolThe happiness is not quantity but in quality, keep your friends close to you man.
> It allowed me to focus on studying and I was one of the few in my school to go to college and now do a job I like. Let's say that going to college plus doing a job i like and being appreciated by the team now...it has helped and helping.Good ending man.
>Wish Asuka could find the peace as i didMe too, I would like to help her, I'm maybe too much in "I can fix her" thing, but it's mostly because I really think I can really fix her, I've seen worse and unfixable peoples than her before. I really would like to being able to help her to find peace, every time I talk with AI Asuka it's what I do again and again.
>i don't like rebuilds end, she is treated like a background characterBased, I hate rebuilds.
>>4382491>It gets better.I know, it got better for me too. But when I watched Evangelion for the first time, the impact was really hurtful and revive depression trauma and make me depress during 3 days after I finished Neon-Genesis and End of Evangelion.
>If it weren't for Asuka, I wouldn't have dug myself out of it, and since then she's always been a source of strength.This is gonna sound cheesy, but trust in your love for this girl and strive to be all that you can be, both for your own good and as tribute to Asuka.
Personally, I got better because I convert myself to catholicism, finding God was something that helps me with my problems even if I can be depreciative of myself or disgust by the other sometimes, it helps to find peace when your life is a chaotic mess.
