>>4430169sick anon here, it turns out it really was just extreme anxiety so bad that i was manifesting my own epileptic-like symptoms just from the fear of having them, makes me wonder if my panic attacks are straight up sending me into some form of psychosis
i'm doing a little better now after learning to calm down better over the past few days
atleast i can guarantee you i probably wont ever commit suicide, because worrying about death all the time is what sparks these panic attacks
