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Drawing consistently because it makes me feel like i have worth until i eventually make something i really don't like and then i just stop doing things in general and i just think about how retarded I am until I reach a breaking point where I am simply too tired to hammer it into my head that I should kill myself and then i make a doodle worth posting, one out of maybe idk 4 in the past few days, and maybe eventually i'll sort of draw something until i feel like i'm in the mindset to 'grind' and i can think of things again that i don't ignore because it's not the 'final product' in my mind and i need to keep pushing until i reach the thing I really, really want to make, etc, etc, blah blah.