>>1799299If you need stimulants or intoxicants in order to see, feel and appreciate beauty you are probably extremely unhealthy psychologically, I imagine your dopamine receptors are burnt out for a start, you probably take a loan out against your body's natural energy levels every morning by drinking coffee, or smoking tobacco or consuming dangerous amounts of refined sugar and processed garbage etc.
Eat simple fresh food and cut out all the shit, drink only water and freshly squeezed fruit juice, drink unsweetened herbal teas, and not that branded supermarket shit, make your own blends using whatever aromatic and flavorsome ingredients you can find, in other words become healthy land you will find that your perceptions will become naturally heightened, you body and mind will react as they should and all the colours and wonders of the world will again become amazing to you without the need for artificial filters or amplifiers.