>>2398867>When did it start?A while ago, (like 6-7 years?) at the end of college and end of grad school.
>Why do you think about killing yourself?I was under a lot of anxiety and at that point in my life where I didn't know what to do next and was scared about making the next move. Luckily it all worked out, I was miserable in grad school so my friend introduced me to the CTO of his company and he hired me.
>Why a bivy? You have many tents.I have a single tent, the nemo dagger 2p. The Carinthia bivy seemed like a cool stealth camping option that would be good in the winter, and a few of the youtubers I watch used bivys. It might be a retarded decision, but it looks comfy and I'll try it out and let you all know how it goes so yall can have a laugh. To be honest, I still really like that hilleberg I listed earlier in the thread, but I have spent way too much on gear lately and need to chill. I put half my paychecks into the stock market, but have been raiding my emergency fund to buy some of this shit.