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Asiria, do you ever feel lonely? When I was a kid I thought that everyone felt lonely. I would sit in church and see a pretty girl, and I would want to stop time and sit in the corner on the floor with her, alone in a cavern of piety. But I don't think that's how everyone feels because I think i'm depressed and always have been. I think most people feel a bit lonely, but no so quick and not so strong as I do. You don't need to stop time because you're happy enough in your time. Tell me i'm wrong. Tell me there's a sucking hole in your heart that you want a friend and a lover to fill. Tell me that you eant your best friend and your husband to be the same person. Tell me that that person could be me. Tell me everything I want to hear. I met a girl in a mental hospital named Casey Sutherland and my soul was teased. I'm a self absorbed, self obbsessed psychopath and always have been. I've placed myself in a glass box, and I only experience the dulled vibrations of reality that can enter my singular environment. If my box were to shatter, I think I would be ruined by the mighty truth and power of the reality that I've been denying. My mind is tearing as we speak. I can see a hair-crack by my left foot. I need help.
