>>2486623may i ask you a question, guys, (dear fems pls remain silent), so, basically, i've experienced this kind of feeling quite often, and wonder if you can relate to it, so, sometimes, when i unexpectedly stumble upon arousing fap content and take a decision to come, while not actually being in proper mood, and fap just because there's this picture or video, which i feel obligated to fap to, without actually being ''horny'' at all, so, i start jerking off but my d stays semi soft, I'm trying my hardest to concentrate on imagery, while my hands are getting tired so i have to change them periodically and not loose the sexual vibe(just realized it's very much like getting the fire by rotating a stick with your palms on a piece of wood), the sparkle of sexual desire is somewhere deep in mind and prostate area, but the body, dick and balls(the wood) are cold, so i try to heat them up, stopping for a second ruins all the efforts, so even when changing hands i do it simultaneously, even after 15 minutes the dick is still soft, i get really exhausted, imagine keeping your body in constant tension for so long, moving your hands like pistons and trying to catch most sexual details from the picture on the screen, it's tough, heart beats like crazy, sweat all over the body, dick turns red and fat from friction, but still stays soft, finally there's a moment when i feel that special feeling i'm asking you about, so, in this mad steam train-like motion, i suddenly feel complete detachment from my body and get that very special, strange and pleasantly worrying taste in my mouth, it feels like i inhale myy soul, or something very intimate, that's been hidden before, and it brings a mixture of childhood memories at the same time, this all makes me feel intimately vunerable, exposed, a bit sad, and this sadness is probably similar, to what i've heard, little girls usually experience when they come, they kinda cry when orgasming, there's even a saying,
