>>2642443>>2642439>>2642438>>2642448I have bad news for you anon. Too much unmonitored internet access as a boy has damaged your young impressionable mind. Your low self-esteem and social nervousness led you to take shelter in the safe-feeling anonymity of the internet. The cynicism and toxicity of imageboard culture has started to influence your worldview, and its negatively affecting your interpersonal relationships and romantic life.
But there is good news!
You're still young, and there's still lots of time for you to grow out of your incel phase. Focus on improving yourself, learning social skills, and taking small risks, putting yourself in social situations where you're not entirely comfortable, and forcing yourself to talk to people, especially women. Social skill and charisma is a skill like any other, and it takes practice.
I would suggest you touch grass and stop spending so much time on spaces of the internet populated by incels. This place is not healthy for the young mind, I would know, I spent far too much time here throughout highschool and college, probably thousands of hours total. I was eventually able to break away, and my life is much better for it.
It's not too late for you to work on your failures as a person, and eventually, find love yourself
I am prescribing you a large dosage of 'going /out/side', take it regularly, your medicine will be even more effective if you take it with other people! Try your school's or local community outdoor club, or pick up a sport!
good luck anon, despair not! Someday, you too shall make it :)
