I hate police more than anything in the world. The entire concept of some armed thug trained to kill, a total stranger, walking up to me and expecting me to obey his every word under the implied threat of violence, this fills me with so much anger that merely thinking about it gives me a painful adrenaline rush. Every time a cop pulls me over for some frivolous traffic infraction I have a sexually powerful temptation to just gun them down immediately and live the rest of my life as a fugitive in hiding. I want police out of my life completely. I do not want to be forced to have contact with them with no legitimate way to defend myself other than fighting in court after I've already been violated. I want them off the streets, out of sight, fucking gone. Every single interaction I have with them brings me one step closer to a complete mental breakdown that will not end well. The very fact that they are allowed to exist has by itself radicalized me against the government and all established authority. There is no dignity in having what is essentially a military force deployed into our own country to stare at us from every street corner, to drive by and slow down to examine us like hungry bears, waiting for us to fuck up and do anything that would give them an excuse to ruin our lives. It's an outrage, and it has no place in the United States of America. No amount of drugs and crime is an excuse for this situation. Police must be abolished.
