Update: A Week of rest.
>>5768295 , >>5769714 , >>5770191 , >>5767481 , >>5772418Hello. I don't know what to say, but that I tried.
Today I felt better and so I wrote again, and for the entire day. Nothing but that and food. In the process I filled but one and a half post worth of text, and of maddeningly atrocious quality.
Brute forcing it just doesn't work, and only makes me miserable and bitter. For this reason I decided to heed BMan's advice and take a break for real this time. Give me a week, maybe (hopefully) less. In that time I might take care of other pressing things too, which might just solve my block, like finding a job so family shuts up, or closing the academy for example.
But I don't want to leave for a mindless break, so please, if you have anything you didn't like, and want changed in my writing, tell me, please. I'm still an incompetent newbie experimenting with my style, so it's better to hear it now than once I get stale.
> Write in!And one other thing, since it's kinda important. Should I make a new thread once I start anew, and post the link there, or continue here? In a week this thread will be hardly visible, and I want you all guys to know I'm back, somehow.
>New thread?I will probably be lurking there still, as I don't believe I can fully let it go, so if there are any questions for anything, feel free to say whatever you want.
I'm so sorry. And I can't state enough how much I appreciate you guys giving me the time of day, or how much it pains me to see my passion project driven into the mud by my own weakness and incompetence.
No matter what, I will be back. For now, I'm sorry, but goodbye.