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The man unwinds his arm from yours so that he may look at you squarely as he talks, and you must fight your face to hide the shuddering relief at the release. As you struggle for something to say again, he manages to marshal his emotions enough to gentle his face somewhat and steal a second march on you.
"I - forgive me for my forwardness, but I assure you, that you have nothing <span class="mu-i">untoward</span> to fear from me."
"And I believe you! Father is ... he is ... shall I say, not inclined to trust? And kept abed as he has been, he is even less inclined than usual. I have to think that one of the reasons he brought me along was so that he had someone bound to him by blood. And ... in that vein, I have to wonder if the reason why father hasn't availed himself of any opportunities yet to seek out and name a ... more <span class="mu-i">typical</span> heir is because he fears that they may ..."
Unsure of exactly how to put the thought to words, you let it trail off into the stuffy, candle-smoked air. Judging from the further softening and falling of the Taker's face, you see that the point has been received regardless. The tightness in your chest slackening just a little, you seize upon the opening, continuing to push the issue.
"His ailment makes him tired, roils his stomach and makes him prone to chills - he is nowhere near so ill that he cannot speak; he can make his wishes known well enough. And he did. He gave <span class="mu-i">me</span> the monies, gave <span class="mu-i">me</span> the charge to use them on his behalf. I set out to prove myself ... but he set me out so that he - in his mind - might protect himself. He is that way, seeing danger when there isn't any."
"And ignoring it when it is right before him? How is his sending his daughter out into a city unfamiliar to her anything but dangerous?"
"I ... yes, that is ... I'll admit that I was surprised when he put the charge to me. But this is my father, I cannot gainsay him! To be sure, I wanted to prove myself given the chance - and I assuredly went about it in the worst way, I see that now. But what was I supposed to do? Say no to him?"
It is with no small relief that you see the Taker has no answer for that. Unfortunately, however, he does have another question.
"And I am to understand, that he would take me, escorting you back to him, as 'dangerous'?"
"It ... it isn't merely the notion of impropriety that raises the hue and cry for him. He feels that anyone getting close to me is on the byway to getting close to him as well."
"Mercy ...".
He doesn't finish the thought, but just as he seized upon your point earlier, you seize upon his. You consider pressing on, trying to take up the reigns of the conversation once more, before you decide that for now, it is where you want it, and you leave it in his keeping.