>>10379261>With all sympathy, you are the reason we can't have nice things, because you made it weird. Please reevaluate, try to be healthy, maybe even pray.That's my problem.
I was exposed to pornography at a very young age.
It isn't just furries I have a paraphilia for.
Everything started with regular human stuff then when I became addicted to this stuff (from a young age) I just kept on looking for more deviant stuff.
My porn addiction started from adolescence.
I am trying to stop this, I hate that this happens to me but when I get aroused I lose control of my mind and I start thinking about porn again.
The images are all burned into my photographic memory.
I can't unlearn what I've seen, or the feelings I subconciously associated with porn.
It's because of this I can't control myself regarding female figures both real and fiction, my mind is disassociated from reality due to being isolated for so long.
It's killing me honestly, when I finally stop being aroused I get extremely resentful whiplash from post nut clarity and I feel ashamed of myself and start developing lots of hatred and anger regarding sexuality.
I especially hate it when I get aroused to furry shit because I keep contradicting the morals I want to set for myself.
You have no idea how mentally screwed I am.
It doesn't help that I go on 4chan where this website is filled with suggestive content that keeps provoking me.
I have no other way to discharge my hormones, I don't know what to do when I get a boner.
I don't have a gf and I am friendless.
Please if you ever have kids make sure they never ever have unrestricted access to the internet or television. As a matter of fact try to keep them inside as well. There are plenty of nasty advertisements that could hurt their psyche.
Only take your kids on streets that are kid friendly and have a playground where they can talk to their friends.
