>>49342Funny story, (which I'll actually answer your response at the end of it) it takes me about an hour to get to class everyday. The weather has been kind of rough, twice in the past three days I've missed a tractor trailer by a few inches, and today swerved into the guard rail over looking a mountain pass on the way to eat at one my favorite sushi places to de stress from posting the termination letter.
My car got a few dents, but then again this sort of thing isn't that new for me. It just kind of happens, I get rattled a bit and then life goes on as usual.
I thought about it tonight though after surveying the damage to my car. The drop is about 60 foot steep angle drop that leads into a frozen river.
The last thing I would've posted on this Earth was something of failure, of resignation, of doubt, of greed and of shame.
I would've been broken, smashed within a metal tomb sinking to the bottom of a frozen river, and the last earthly thing I wrote was " I fucked up, but I was rigged so I'm taking everything down with me. "
In light of this introspection, I think maybe pushing for a close is too sudden of a decision.
I think I'm going to sign off for a bit and sort things out. I'll probably show up in one way or another in the future. Or maybe my old friend will finally catch up to me, and I'll finally actually go with her that time.
In any circumstance,
I'll leave the project to swase and /vip/ to work it. It's their team, and I have no right to take it away as some penance for own faggotry.
I skipped out on Actual Death tonight, so I guess its only proper that Tripdeath would be a fair trade off.
See you guys in 3 days.
Love,
Carbuncle.