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First off, I'm sorry to hear this happened to you, getting exposed like that to everyone you know must have been super humiliating, and no one deserves that. As anon said, I think you should begin with working through your issues regarding those feelings of anxiety and shame regarding this experience. It's not going to be painless though, as you're going to have to work your way to challenging your anxieties head on eventually.
What you can do is begin with more sfw art. That way, you will be improving your art at a steady pace, without overwhelming yourself. Alternatively, you could study some anatomy, which focuses moreso on nudity and form rather than being outwardly explicit. A lot of smut is actually about suggestion, so do keep that in mind.
Whatever you choose to do, I wish you well. I can personally tell you that even if your art is shit, the joy of creation is something more people should experience.
