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The guy who started off the year optimistic and worked really hard to do well in class and being social, but as the year went on he slowly became more pessimistic, not caring about finishing the course, not doing the work, he wouldn't even make up excuses or try and get extensions, he'd just accept the zero; and also growing more aloof and socially isolated as if in shame, until you swear he was only showing up in the end only to keep up a facade of not being a total fucking loser that he was. Also inexplicably got second chances he did not deserve because the teachers would always 'see the intentional in him' or comment on how he's not stupid and is actually pretty smart and did well in tests/exams but that he needs to do more of the work and not be afraid to seek out help which only makes him feel like an even bigger piece of shit faggot who should kill himself. And each time he falls back into the same cycle of slowly collapsing under self-defeatism. And each time people wouldn't just accept it and comment on how he's not that dumb and that he has another chance, but he doesn't want second chances he doesn't deserve, just tell him that he's the failure he is instead of egging on this delusional cycle that he's more than a failure.