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I'm only 19, but I feel old and like my life is over. I dropped out of college because I nearly killed myself and now have no idea what to do. The only thing I was passionate about was art, but after going to college and seeing how much better people my age were than me, I just lost any drive to create anything. The only good thing I do that I enjoy is rescue stray cats, but now I have 13 of my own and one foster. Right now the house is fine because it's so big and the whole family chips in to take care of them, but I want to help these two old feral cats who live on the porch, but my parents won't let me, even though there's room in the basement to keep them until they are socialized and ready to be rehomed. I also gained 10-15 pounds over the last year due to my anti-depressants mixed with my poor diet, which never caused me any problems until I started taking meds, so I'm just a bit overweight, but I have shitty skin so after the first five pounds my legs and boobs broke out in red streaks so now I don't even want to live since no man will ever want me, even though I'm probably too shy and loyal to my 2d husband to ever get married. I'm sexually repressed because I live with my parents and have resorted to using a proactive face washer as a vibrator, but once it breaks I'm fucked since I can't buy my own toys without my parents finding out since my mom looks in my closet since we share clothes. My biggest fetish is transformation, but only if it's into a herm, monster, or animal. I can only get off if I imagine I'm the one with the penis, but that's because I could never reach vaginal climax,only clitoral, since I lacked the proper toys, not because I'm trans. I like being a girl and I'm fairly attractive due to the comments I get from boys, but my marks just won't go away so I wish I could just shed my skin for a new one. I have no one to vent to since two of my friends broke up and we all took one or the other's side so we never hang out now.
