>>47798143I don't want a Pokemon to fuck me. I just want a Pokemon to hug me. Is that really so much to ask? I've been tortured, betrayed, and unloved throughout my whole life. To finally feel the warmth and affection from someone who truly does care about me would be enough for me to die in peace. I roam this world aimlessly, looking for a place to call home, yet no matter what I do I can never find what I seek. Even when I'm in good company, I still feel alone and sorrowful. I can't live with my mistakes and all the abuse I've endured has shattered by self-esteem to irreparable levels. I live in a constant state of stress and even in my dreams I can't escape the nightmares that haunt me. All I wanted was to have real friends that would care about me and say nice things about me. All I've ever known was people who would call me worthless, ugly, stupid, and a freak. Every single day I live wishing it was my last, because nothing can save me from this unending torment. And I know that someday I'll reach my limit and drive my car into a wall, killing me instantly. But until then, all I can do is smile and wave as I hide my emotions from everyone around me.
I do not wish to be horny anymore. I just want to be happy.
