I feel like I spend most of my days being bored until someone pings me for multiplayer games. Tried for a month to get any sort of traction for my art stuff but nobody seemed to care and I ended up nuking the account outright in frustration. I'm also tired of being abandoned by friends because we don't align politically, and they'd rather just hang out with their other friends that do. I suspect that's why one of my closest friends hasn't talked with me in three months.
>>44992308this, I've had a couple temp jobs that all scarred me so bad that I never want to touch a standard salaried job ever again. Trying to just get my personal projects up and running.