>>48544660a little of both, I think I'd hate doing soul crushing work and I don't think anyone would hire me considering my shitty education. (seriously I've learned more from watching TV then I have from my high school)
I've dipped my toes into writing and drawing recently but I haven't made enough progress in either most of the time I end up procrastinating due to "why bother? nobody will look at or read it anyway, plus it's a little cringey" but I decided "fuck it I'll just do it for me then"