>>35602460Well, that makes a little more sense now. But still perplexes me for the most part. Wouldn't it make more sense to want to spank Dawn or pinch her nipples or something, though? Like, I can understand wanting to be the aggressive one since you're not getting hurt because not getting hurt is better than getting hurt and you get to exert power over someone small and helpless (Dawn, a helpless small little girl) but I just can't see why anyone ever would want to be in the victim's situation, except maybe that guy looking for surrogates for his cousin because he couldn't get that abusive incest relationship 12-year old him didn't know he wanted. At least I think that's the correct interpretation.
Are all the ballbust masochist type people trying to recapture something like that and I just don't understand because I never really had that kind of experience?