>>49979898So where do you live then, where you have
A: People around you who could care if you talk with them
B: You have access to the internet
C: Can get weed
And I get it, grind culture isn't for everyone; but when you are at the bottom of your rope, in a hole where suicide seems the answer; do you possibly think that maybe, perhaps, getting out and moving, making something out of your day to day life might, idk, improve on this situation somehow? Or at least offering to be the mule for the weed. People always need mules. The reason that you are tired is because you are depressed, and stoned all the time. You seek getting stoned because that is your escapism from your life. You are in a cycle of your own trapping Sam.
There's no problem in wanting to not do the 40 hour thing, its why I do want I do, and work for myself. Sometimes it causes 5 hour weeks, sometimes 80 hours a week; but I'm free, and its on my own terms. I can tell you that I certainly wouldn't fit in with a normal company, because I wouldn't allowed to be me, or do things my own way; that simply isn't for me.
There is nothing wrong with that statement; however, if you are in a situation where you have no money, but have money for weed, you have an opprotunity to either sell, transport, or work for the weed manufacturer, none of which are 40 hour jobs, it gives you a discount on the weed that you use as an escapism, and it also lets you still live your life.
Like, I'm going to still continue to be blunt with you, you are in a situation of stereotypical depressed stoner weed bro, and honestly, its kind of embaressing to look at. Why am I lack of energy? Why am I sad? Why am I out of money? The answer is the weed you are toking my friend, and if you do not wish to stop it, then at least turn your crutch into an advantage by taking advantage of it, by selling it, transporting it, or working on the farm that grows it.
Its literally right there in front of you; so go do it.
