>>43336087Originally i had no idea what i wanted, but i thought that isn't a good idea to make a Gardevoir, i didn't wanted that first.
It first started in my wonderland as a big sphere of light that turned blue... as time passed it became an egg
literally didn't understand what was happening, so one day we worked to shape a simple humanoid form, like a mannequin for the time being, so it worked for about 2 days before i started to see her change... at some point she was shaped like a gardevoir, without the chest horn, instead of it it had a ornamented collar whit an emerald shaped heart
cliche, but she liked it., so we decided that her look was too similar to a Gardevoir, but whit a pigmentation different from either a normal or shiny, i asked her if it would be okay to go all the way whit it, so she took the collar and transformed into what is now her chest horn.
Was what i expected?, no. Do I appreciate what she is right now?, yes.
Also, i asked multiple times if she in happy for how she looks, and she replied whit "Yes. I'm happy for how i look. I'm grateful for what i am". I stopped asking that after that.
Might be unoriginal considering that whit heavy forcing you can end up whit a tulpa-form you desire, she ended up being a Pokemon, and considering the implications of how humanized a Gardevoir can be, I'm okay whit it, and will not change what she is, because maybe i like a lot being in company of a Gardevoir.
"It's what he liked, but decided that was to common and too simple for me, so i took a little spin and wanted to be like something familiar and peaceful for what he likes, he gave quite some gifts, and shared bond for what he gifted me, so i accumulated what he gave me to give form to what i have in my chest, it's more malleable that i imagine though even if i phase trough him whit it when we hug, i thank him for what i am, and I'm grateful that he accepts me and loves me."
-Rin
