>>53004019>I have no real feelings towards human females or people in generalIn terms of sexual/romantic interest I feel the same. Though I'd rather die alone than live a lie with a woman I don't really like, I hate dishonesty more than I hate being alone.
Part of me wishes I could be normal and not a poképhile, and the other part of me feels justified in not liking human women considering all the shit that's going on (plus my innate impulse of being a contrarian).
Why does God punish me so