>>44991924Currently trying to cope with massive arrested development from my youth. I'm a functioning adult with a great job, good relationship, and close friend group but it all just feels incomplete and empty because of what I missed out on growing up due to my incredibly abusive and lonely childhood. I'm in therapy and on meds for depression and anxiety and spend every day just trying to get by by using things from my youth like Pokemon as a crutch. I've started to wonder if there's really any point in living anymore and I know that's not good.
tl;dr, nihilism is a bitch, kids are cruel, and adults addicted to substances shouldn't be allowed to be parents.
