>>33928050Nihilego
Part 2.
The next year, I moved to a big city and entered a university. I didn't have any friends there yet bit I had some friends I found on Pokémon-related sites. One of them was a girl. We phoned each other regularly, supported each other and all that stuff. I didn't really have romantic feelings towards her but I knew that if I would "ask her out", she would definitely agree. I decided to wait with that.
I was studying to become a programmer but that was really hard. At the time, english classes were the only relief for me. It was there that I found a girl with somewhat similar interests, similar love for english and, most importantly, similar problems. At first, I at least wanted us to be friends and that was a success. We talked to each other pretty regularly. Also, I am from a country that knows almost nothing about Pokémon, so, when she noticed me playing Pokémon, her question was "Why do they fight?" which was pretty unique, because others only asked if Pikachu was the strongest in the game. But I was afraid of "advancing" our relationship, I was afraid of losing a friend. So I suppressed my feelings again. But due to my shyness we almost stopped talking. I admired her resolve to overcome problems, she always took harder approaches which led to her being a successful student unlike me. I always thought she was busy and tried not to talk and distract her. After graduation and reentering, we met again at the english class and talked a little bit. I guess we are still friends! But what about that Internet girl? Well, when I decided not to advance relationships with "English class girl", I thought it would be a good idea to advance relationships with the internet girl. But they weren't really advancing. We were still too far from each. Eventually, I decided to "break up" with her. We both agreed that relationships didn't really advance and we should just be friends so each of us could have a better future.
