>>54436329I really feel the same way. I think its my work.
12 hour shifts in the middle of the night, seven until seven, on farmland with no human for kilometres, completely by myself.
I sleep in the morning, and go out in the afternoon.
My hobbies are all non-social, and I keep my workout equipment at home, so groceries and the rare work meeting are perhaps my sole facet of physical human contact.
I just don't have much to do with my fellow man, let alone the fairer sex, and thus my gaze has turned elsewhere.
I don't feel exactly human, anymore.
Perhaps its not healthy, but I enjoy this lifestyle, and am not hurting anyone, so I don't see the harm.
