>>44991924i've been plagued with violent thoughts for my entire life, according to my parents i was incredibly violent when i was little to the point of randomly attacking people and animals and diagnosed with burgers in the ass, got sent to a special needs school and stuck with a bunch of subhuman retards so fucking stupid they couldn't even talk properly, didn't get to interact with anyone actually like me and barely got teached social stuff so i end up embarrassing myself in public more often than not, entire family is full of drug addicts, one of my bigger siblings often bullied me and suffocated me with a pillow and one of them got brain damage and tried to kill my mom, now rotting away in a mental home, have not been able to hold a steady job my entire life and fired multiple times just for having assburgers
i could look at my friends, family, some complete stranger or animal and my mind would immediately start thinking about doing violent things to them and i have no idea why, i've been able not to act on them my entire life but they've become alot more common for the past few months and much more detailed, i think just about everythings getting to me
