>>52501750>I don't know if I actually wanna get off the internet as it's the only way to talk to other people outside of my country.There's nothing wrong about talking with others, it's just the way you go about it ends up getting to you personally more than it should. Maybe tone it down, pick up an game you have an interest in and talk with others about it.
>As for getting help, I genuinely feel like I'm unfixable. No amount of therapy will ever repair me. Therapy isn't mandatory per se, it's just one way to vent or getting your head straight. Some might lift to build up confidence or feeling better about themselves, others just talk it out with their family. There are lots of way to get through depressing shit, the only thing that stops you from repairing is when you don't take the first steps. Didn't Lorerei's Quote, which Ash and Serena echoed in XY and JN, exactly that? "If you have the time to be unsure, then you should just try making a move. There's nothing that you could do that is pointless". Put yourself out there, nothing bad can happen from improving yourself.
>I'm just sick and tired of people always going after Amourbros over a ship the majority don't likeThat's mostly goating each other up, but no one should ever take it dead serious. It's not worth it. You even brought up the Steven Universe case up once if I remember correctly. Is it worth it pushing others to such a point over something fictional or an art to the point of suicide? It's not, and I wouldn't want to live like that. Heck, everytime I think of you or Annet, I get a little angsty about how far shit like that can go wrong with just the certain push.
>IRL is way too evil. Only if you let it be. Don't you have siblings and parents? Just talk with them, do it.
>I genuinely don't know what to do about any of this part.See above. Most of the problems start by not saying anything. So many things online could have easily been prevented if someone spoke up and took some action. (1/2)
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