>>43529609>Find a bitch desperate enough and they marry.Hell no. It's not that I'd like to get married solely to say I did, or for the status or simply to have anyone, whoever, by my side. Call me old fashioned, but I truly do believe in true and honest love, to find someone you genuinely care for and cares for you, who you can laugh with, be open with, share your struggles, be there for each other, etc. It actually makes me mad that people get married without really knowing the other, being led by passion alone and then blame it on the marriage when in reality they were the problem, or those who marry for frivolous reasons like money, it sickens me. I think only people who truly love each other should do it and that's what I strive for. Not as an achievement, not for the title, I yearn for a loving and lasting relationship with someone I can fully devote myself to for the rest of my life.
That being said, I do appreciate the rest of your post and the idea of having mini goals sounds more attainable and doable, so as to not pressure myself too much all of a sudden. I'll consider it, anon.