>>28415513keep telling yourself that things will get better, find a therapist, talk to them, get some meds.
this is coming from someone with a long history of chronic depression and suicidal thoughts. I also thought of my parents and family a lot, but I know that many people dont have the greatest relationships with their family so it may not always work.
remember anon, no matter what you think, there will always be someone who would be devastated by your suicide. I encourage you to remember all the pain you'll put everyone else through, (even if your own pain is too much).
stay safe anon.