>>46502164I like Lilligant. It
reminds.me of White Pikmin and it's just a nice little design, nice on the eyes. The southern belle dancer motif on a plant creature is really nice. It's the one Pokémon I can say I'll definitely always like.
I'm beset by an arrhythmia and severe anxiety. I feel like my life is basically over, I feel powerless and incapable of being independent. I'm okay in social situations and I have a driver's license and can drive, cook, clean, and stay healthy and at a good weight, and do creative stuff in my spare time, but I just retreat into video games as a form of escapism. I shield myself in layers of hedonism and whenever I get fully exposed my ego gets wrecked and I feel like shit. Sometimes I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I feel like I'm constantly about to have a panic attack and the heart rate shit isn't helping. I'll probably end up in a ditch somewhere stealing Wi-Fi and idly browsing until I finally succumb to a heart attack. Thanks for reading my blog. I've been given venlafaxine but I've been delaying taking it for fear of side effects and I generally distrust doctors. If anything happens to me I'm just glad I got to spend time with /vp/ since 2010 through all the memes and shitposts throughout the gens. 