>>49551913,,,
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Its too late, it always have been - this is just too much, there is nothing I can do besides weep uncontrollably - I just don't have what it takes anymore, this shit would legit don't even register in my head for more than mere minutes about 3 years prior, but now I am just too sentimental - this is not how things should be, even I know this despite being an obvious emotiotionaly stunted degenerate
Its hard to explain what I feel, this isn't hatred on my end but dissapointment of sorts - I dont like this od course, but it feels wrong to deprive you the only source of joy left to you dear Anon. . .
I already know how it started, but I must ask again why them - did (s)he dared to run away forever from you all those years ago?