>>42390427i guess its good that 90% of this thread will be about one post, it makes it feel safer to post this.
im very tired and not gonna read this over so if there's any retarded spelling mistakes, sorry.
when I was 19-20, struggling to be an independent adult, my "highschool sweetheart" gf of over 3 years broke up with me basically just because i wasnt spending enough money on her anymore. i got kicked out when i turned 18 and was literally using all the money i made on bills and then put what was left away towards a secret engagement ring/wedding fund. i didnt wanna tell her about it but sort of as a last resort to try and save the relationship, i did and she was still set on breaking up with me. so i was miserable at the time but now im glad it happened since i know she was just a gold digger now.
however...
she had an irrational phobia of people with visibly missing teeth. like if she could see someone was missing teeth while they were talking or smiling she'd get really uncomfortable/upset and she expressed this phobia to me a lot.
when she started dating someone else, i used the money i had saved up to pay some people to beat the shit out of her new boyfriend till he was missing a lot of teeth.
i feel horrible about it because none of my anger was the new boyfriends fault. not saying it would've been okay to have her teeth knocked out instead but i feel infinitely more guilty for fucking with that guys life than fucking with hers.
she also did some things to fuck with my life before i did that but its pretty irrelevant now. 