>>37573128"This too shall pass."
You'll find your place in the world sooner or later, don't sweat it. If you have nothing else to do, picking up a hobby like writing, programming, model building, hell, even working out might help you feel more comfortable with yourself. It's often surprising what a positive effect the simple act of doing something rather than nothing can have on oneself.
Keep in mind though that if you don't like your current situation, only you and no-one else will be able to get you out of it. I learned that lesson the hard way after feeling down for years waiting for something to magically happen until I realized it wasn't going to without my own intervention.
