>>46997276Aggron
I don't know every reason, but I know that I like that despite being a huge metal dinosaur, it's gentle, chill, and mostly just makes nice landscapes. Speaks to my nature, self-image, and nesting instincts, I guess.
>Honorable mentionLatias.
I just really like it, for non-coomer reasons. It's cute, it's cool, I want to snuggle one tremendously, and Pokemon Heroes sold young me on it as the best buddy you could ask for.
>Mental StateBleh. Not as bad as a lot of people, but pretty bad all the same. I'm long-winded and verbose, so bear with me as I vent.
First, my drive to get shit done broke about a year ago. Before, no matter how much I hated it, how much I didn't want to do it, I could always get up and get shit done. Now, that's gone. I have to focus very heavily on the most important things now, and don't have room for much else. Fucking mail will sit down at the box for 3, 4 days before I can go get it, I'll skip meals instead of cook because i can't be assed, and so on.
Adding to that, an absolute shitboot of a faggot ex-friend of mine sperged out two years ago because he apparently got insecure of my pure chad energy for making a female friend (Read: Friend) in college and bringing them to D&D. He broke contact with me, and has proceeded to gatekeep all of our mutual friends, and I swear I'm not just seeing this, he's actively sabotaging their lives so they have to be dependent on someone, that someone being him, as part of some grand, billion IQ plan to punish me for daring to make him feel insecure. As a result of that coinciding with the pandemic, I've been essentially alone for the past 2 years, and going a week or two without saying a word has become normal, broken up by trips to the grocery store, which are the highlight of my month, and occasional visits from my parents, getting to play Pokemon Snap with my mom again has been the highlight of my fucking year.
part 1/I dunno because I'm a verbose motherfucker
