>>55765771I hate how much I relate to what you said. Yesterday was beautiful and I wanted to go for a walk and fix my fucked up sleep schedule for today because there's an event I want to catch at 11 am. But because there was no prior event set up yesterday to be social with irls which seems to be the only thing that motivates me anymore, I instead just stayed in bed and slept through the beautiful day despite actively not wanting to. Doing anything besides existing when I'm alone is hard as fuck
