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Staying at a dorm at my university, recovering from a night of Spanish homework...I had cereal, an apple, and a bagel for dinner, all because everything else at the cafe was shit.
I'm in this very strange yet calming phase. I have observed, after nearly three years in college, that the people I socialize and spend time with eventually either ignore me or they float away into the void. Even when they ask among themselves, "Hey, have you seen anon" and they somehow drag me back into their circle of literally nothing happening, I just want to be by myself, to feel like I can BE myself. I just want relationships to be really genuine, both with friends and with romances, and it really does seem like I'd be better off alone for awhile until I can trust people again with my precious time. I have ended up deleting nearly every social app I've downloaded (not recently, perhaps a few months ago), mainly because I felt left out whenever the "squad" did anything without me.
tl;dr I want friends. I want to be in a relationship. But people in college tend to stink. Majorly. *ba-dum tiss*
