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If I don’t win the lottery, all I want now is for someone to come save me and take care of me as I can’t stay much longer where I’m at.
It’s been too difficult to look forward to anything when the pain of the everyday and the fear of being homeless again loom in the future. I wish I could just go back in time and change what I focused on, to major in computer science instead. Even if that’d still be another dead end job waiting for me, at least I’d be rich enough to buy the things I’ve wanted despite knowing they won’t make me happy.
I’m another day closer to doing it. I’ll probably end my life on Wednesday after the lottery drawing after I’ve used all my spare money. I wish I could win and never have to work again. Maybe become a YouTuber and create an adult community of people who also like Pokémon like I do. That’d be nice.
