>>48579771It means you're likely mentally unstable and prone to develop personality disorders if your condition was left untreated for a long period of time, which by your reaction I am sure it is. Remember that most Pokémon cannot only damage your body, but also your pitiful soul and puny mind. It's important you get a screening at least once a year if you want to remain as a functional human being!
Without a soul, there is no you. Without a mind, you can't choose what to do. Without a body, you can't do what you choose.