>>52993477Hey i don't know you, shit could be pretty bad, but of the times the bad stuff is conceived mentally by ourselves. I think what you need to do anon is to force yourself out until you meet an exceptional person irl who will reaffirm your faith in humanity. Most of the time i fucking despise talking to people, but sometimes when you start a conversation with a smile you can meet your fellow lonely soul who was waiting for someone to say hello.