>>53916442I do remember. I was fascinated by cybernetics, genetic engineering, and stem cells. Probaby Star Wars and Dragon Ball. I wanted to help the paralyzed feel again, the blind see, the maimed complete, the disfigured restored. But I’m just not smart enough to get there. If you couldn’t tell, I have low self esteem. But I HAVE surprised myself before though.
I’ve already done that. Went out, made friends, and I always get rejected. I’m just not good enough. There is no one out there who sees me as their ideal guy. That is just a fact. They’d have to settle for me, and I’ve kept lowering my standards for a partner and just realized it was no longer worth it. I don’t even have high standards, literally the only thing is I have a midriff fetish, so the more overweight a girl is, the less desirable I find her. Plus, since I’m forever unattractive and not good enough because of physical traits I can’t help, then I have every right to find someone not good enough for their lifestyle choices.
My mind is my own worst enemy, as I’m sure you know. Principle makes me stick by things that hurt me
