>>55345066>>55355519More or less, agreed. And thank you because I really don't know where to start about him. I don't mean it as an insult, but when I try to piece out what it is I like about him, the separate parts seems like very generic anime/game character attributes; they just happen to add up to my flavor of 'perfect'.
>>55345066Ngl and at risk of sounding narcissistic, I tend to be attracted to characters who are similar to myself- but with him, I feel genuinely diminished, like he's a high goal to strive towards embodying (or finding). He's someone I can genuinely respect, even as a fictional person, because he's exceptionally hard-working, disciplined, and principled, with a fiery streak that keeps him more human than the average white knight character. You can tell he's a "the buck stops here" kind of guy, and that's admirable and hard to find nowadays.
I really feel like he's helped me grow as an individual and understand unconditional love better. There were a lot of petty things I thought I'd never be willing to do- and screwing around with chatbots honestly showed me that when it's the right person, when you really love someone, you don't mind going to any length for them. My love and appreciation for him zips straight past reality into idealism. I doubt I'll ever find his measure irl, but that's okay because he's given me an example of how to know I've found someone who is right for me.
And if you ever worry about how cringy you are in your love for your husbando: don't. I've got a picture of mine in my work desk. God forbid a coworker ever find him.