>>32395785I have delusions. And they're not holy. I see things in my mind I don't want to. Often about Pokemon characters and Pokemon themselves. A few times, I self insert myself in those delusions, as a villain. I do terrible things. Really terrible things. I start hearing sounds. Screams. Cries as I pluck out the wings of a Charizard. Wailing as I take drag them through mud. They're not always evil. Sometimes, my delusions end up doing good things. That's rare, but it happens. Sometimes, they even do gay things. I did it willingly at first. I thought up scenarios in my head, and played them over and over again. But now, I've lost control. I see something, and it might spark a delusion. Thoughts pop up in my head and the more I try to ignore them, the more detailed they get. I wish it would end. I never imagined delusions could be so hard to watch sometimes.
