I'm probably going to be alone forever, and that's okay. After my last relationship failed I don't have it in me to try and love again. The thought of being with someone disgusts me, though not as much as when I think about my ex. I'd rather continue maladaptive daydreaming, it's safer that way, it's at least a pain I'm used to.>>50033991Try something completely out of your normal artistic zone. I was in the same boat, until I picked up sculpting, didn't care for it, and then tried sewing. Bam, I'm back and better than ever. I've moved on to embroidery, and I'm pretty good at it. I can still make the kinds of things I'm interested in, but in a medium I enjoy more, and am actually making money in.
>>50037230Fuck dude I'm about in the same boat
