>>5177776035 here. Those who feel shame don’t get legitimate copies of the mythical distributions. I just go in, get my stuff, and leave. No need to justify your actions.
Grown men often spend tons of money to watch other men play with a ball a good distance away from them while they themselves are just fat asses giving armchair commentary. What is considered “adult” often changes over time. I call B.S. Do the things you love.
Things like Iron Man used to be super nerdy and immature in the eyes of the public, then a good movie made everyone a Marvel fan. A significant number of adults campaigned for Sponge Bob to be in the Super Bowl halftime show and the Super Bowl actually did it (albeit not as well as desired). Harry Potter, Twilight, and Hunger Games were all written with teenagers are the upper end of the target audience, but what did I see? 40 year old women going to Twilight movies and proclaiming it on national television.
You do you. With all things, be careful not to push your obsession onto others, but still enjoy what you like.